BeHiNd tHe eYesHaDow n The LoNg bRusHd hAiR

brokenbabytears @ 2004-10-07T21:44:00

2004-10-08T04:46:45Z

Hey everyone.
Im starting over.
i have a new lj
ADD IT!!
and ill add u back.
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thats (underscore)only(underscore)him(underscore)
<33 Melissa
a.k.a. Giggles

brokenbabytears @ 2004-10-01T15:22:00

2004-10-01T22:29:05Z

hey everyone.. i was so sad at school today because of my grandpa.. thanks to all of u that comforted me i really appreciate it. But Carlos asked me out today =) and to all u idiots that are gonna and have asked me 'did u say yeah?' -stupid should hurt!- But i did say yes. =) Omg i love him so much. That really kinda lifted my spirits. but ima go now <33

<333Melissa and Carlos<333
10-1-04

brokenbabytears @ 2004-09-30T20:35:00

2004-10-01T03:37:21Z

i just found out my great grandpa died this morning. Him and i were really close. Hes been sick for a while so it wasnt exactly a suprise but theres just an emptiness there that hurts.
I love you Grandpa J. RIP

brokenbabytears @ 2004-09-29T21:35:00

2004-09-30T04:42:23Z

hey everyone whats up nuthin much here just bored well i didnt make hip hop =( i really wanted to make it.. i was really sick that day so i think that had something to do with it oh well anyways i dont even know what to say.. Carlos has been such a sweetie this whole week since Monday hes given me a gift everyday(except today cause he didnt really have anything he ran out of ideas but he gave me 2 things monday so yeah..) and im getting something tomorrow.. friday and we are going to the movies on saturday =) he makes me so happy =) no we arent going out but i hope that changes but yeah ima go now ttyl <33 Melissa

brokenbabytears @ 2004-09-26T21:15:00

2004-09-27T04:52:08Z

OMG today was so fun!! i went to magic mountain today with Jenn and Jamie and we had so much fun i went on a few rides i swore id never go on like goliath deja vu and superman omg they were so fun! we got pictures from scream and that one water ride i dunno the name. lol but yeah they are funny!!! i bought 2 rings, and sunglasses. we went to a sit down restaurant there called the moose something lodge and ate yummy food. TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! woot woot say happy birthday to me tomorrow!!!!! or die!! grr haha justkidding half of u wont even know but now u will since u read that lol omg im so hyper lol!! well yeha ima go now mucho love Jenn and Jamie thanks for comin with me!! i love u guys!!
<33 Melissa

brokenbabytears @ 2004-09-25T11:32:00

2004-09-25T18:34:48Z

hey everyone i got internet!! yay my cell got stolen so i have no numbers except the ones i know. so i need ur guys' numbers kay kay love you mucho!! i gotta go my house number is 818 700 8734 call me <33

~Melissa

brokenbabytears @ 2004-09-14T18:44:00

2004-09-15T01:49:53Z

hey everyone whats crackin! nuthin much here wooo ima be busy this year... well first off im doing pretty good.. hangin in there. umm.. my summer was -ok- but yeah... umm my classes are p1. j70 sign language kobrin/golan, p2. g43 history hernandez, p3. algebra2 kim, p4. stage design mcdowell, p5. english gomez, p6. chemistry west.
this year im in the humanitas program, hip hop team, im gonna do ROP, i also want to participate in the technical arts festival and blah blah blah ima be busy.. thats good.. but yeah ima go now.. call me... who ever... if u want not alot of people call me anymore 818 406 1274. luv ya mucho!!
<33 Melissa

brokenbabytears @ 2004-08-22T18:37:00

2004-08-23T01:45:19Z

hey everyone its me!! yaya everyone clap ummm im moving again but its going to be closer its gonna be on de soto and like parthenia, its really close to my school.. i hope you all miss me!! im at Jenns right now.. tonight we are going to the cobalt with becca ! yay umm i miss all of you soso much please comment so i know im loved!! well lets see whats been up with me well i went to venice beach for the first time last week, i made the hip hop team at school, at the moment im techically single but carlos and i are like in limbo again blah it sux umm... i passed my summer school classes i got an a in life skills and a b in science yay... umm im thinking of growing my hair out long but i might cut it just cause... uhh well thats about it my cell number is 818 406 1274 call me!! no one ever does. =( oh well... yeah anyway talk to you people later... muahz <33 Melissa

MOVIN OUT!

2004-07-22T21:11:24Z

hey everyone its me. im moving in with my mommytoday and gradually gonna come back to get the rest of it all.. my mom doesnt have internet right now but ill try to update as much as i can i love you all ill miss u guys.. ill still be going to chantsworth but u wont see me online very much at all. muahz <33
Melissa

brokenbabytears @ 2004-07-21T14:05:00

2004-07-21T21:13:43Z

i almost died today! i was in the car with johanna and she and i were looking at her phone i think and she wasnt going straight and came really close to hitting a parked car on my side of the car woo scary

i cant talk to any body FUCK! =(

brokenbabytears @ 2004-07-20T20:37:00

2004-07-21T03:57:13Z

hey ya'll i havent updated in a while but yeah umm... my cell phone is friggin retarded! i hate it grr.. carlos and i are friends now thats good. my first period teacher is friggin retarded. oh i have decided to grow my hair out long. and the good thing about that is that if i dont like it long i can always cut it =) anyways yeah... im kinda bored right now.. oh yeah and besides my cell phone being retarded friggin AT&T is retarded too i called their costomer care thing cause of my cell phone and like i waited for 15 minutes for someone to talk to then my phone starts beeping at me.. that means its dieing GRRRR! plus i had to go eat dinner.. i never got to talk to someone thats what made me mad oh well ill call tomorrow and wait for like an hour lol ill let ya'll know how that one comes out. haha but yeah i just took some sleeping pills.. im out <33

brokenbabytears @ 2004-07-14T21:20:00

2004-07-15T04:29:02Z

Jenn is leaving me!!! =( oh no!!
we need another cheese-it and oreo night
SOOOOOOOOOON
i love you Jenn
you will always be my big sister for life!!!
muahzz!!

brokenbabytears @ 2004-07-13T18:20:00

2004-07-14T01:31:23Z

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hey guys.. well its been a while since i updated.. wow i dont really have much to say.. summer school is good.. i might move in with my mommy in a few weeks.. yay everyone clap!! umm.. not much else to say im just like.. blah! but yeah i miss this one guy.. he very special to me.. you all should know who he is.. i miss him alot i havent seen him in a while <33 *if ur reading this.. i miss you so much!* and all my friends too like we need to hang out SOOOON!! well yeah ima go now take care..
<33 Melissa

i heart you

2004-07-07T23:00:52Z

hey everyone yeah well today was the first day of summer school it was pretty cool i have Mr. Bautista for science cause i never took the class im taking and i have Mr. Piña for life skills cause i never took that either it pretty laid back kinda i got homework already from Mr. B and bleh i have been trying to do it but.. Blake n i broke up and i have just been crying and my mind has been all over and i couldnt focus for a while but im almost done so its ok. i havent seen him in 2 weeks and we have hardly talked on the phone or at all and i like him sooo much that all that hurts. he says he understands and i appreciate that so much he is such a great guy im so lucky i could have him. hopefully that we were just not meant to be together right now but later on we can have a relationship because i really want things to work out between us. he is someone i could picture my self with for a while. Blake ur amazing dont change anything

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2004-07-05T11:30:03Z

hey ya'll oh man i went to my nanas house in ventura on saturday and slept over there cause its not too far from lake casitas its in ojai (pronounced oh-hi) and i guess i slept wrong or something cause i woke up in sooo much pain all through the night i hurt so much i almost cried my back neck and shoulders were all knotted up and everything omg it was horrible. then when i woke up in the morning i had THE biggest head ache i have ever had in my life!! and not to mention my throat hurts sooo friggin much! i can like not even swallow anything with out it hurting errg my nana said that if it doesnt gett better soon i may have tonsillitus bleh!! and at the lake like i got a tan but i got a little burned on my face and my chest area lol but man oh man did i get a tan. you think i was tan before woo this is crazy! so yeah my face hurts and its like all warm and ish. yea well its like 4:30 and i cant sleep errg i had a pretty crazy dream too i kinda forgot what it was about tho oh well anyways later
comment damn it!

i heart blake

2004-07-02T06:11:06Z

hey y'all i went Melodies house yesterday and slept over til this morning omg it was so much fun i got there and it was Mel, Madison, Sandra and MOI! ha of course anyway we danced and sang to like Britney spears and nsync and all them peoples fun fun then starbucks then pizza then 'tha list' uh oh . then drama drama drama with... i dont wanna say his name i dont like him very much anyways he can just go and yeah we had sooooo much fun ah i loved it. but today wasnt the best tho especially tonight i was crying for like half an hour cause i wanted blake to come over and i asked him like 2 days ago and his mom said that he couldnt cause they are having people over and whatever the last time i saw him was fuckin like wednesday and omg i miss him so much. i dont know what has come over me but i have never cried this much because i couldnt see a person omg whats going on??!! anyways yeah ima go now b4 i start crying again mucho love <33

1 week <33

2004-06-28T21:53:25Z

hey i just got back from Jamie--my twins-- house. we had a lot of fun.. ok first off yesterday my sister n i went to see The Day After Tomorrow it was really good.. then i went to jamies house n we went to her boyfriend Corys base ball game.. well the other team didnt show so it turned into a practice and we left earlier than we thought but at the field i wanted jamie to teach me how to do a back hand spring.. well i tried and fell on my head lol it kinda hurt then we went to his house and it was me jamie cory and his step brother alex. we all watched the italian job, played pisoi or busoi or w.e.. that one card game.. there ya go haha and we danced.. listened to music just hung out it was cool then at like 10 we got dropped off at jamies house and her n i watched you got served and torque.. i really really liked both movies. and we had chicken with broccoli for dinner then we had sundaes.. haha we had fun with the whipped cream and hot fudge hehe also like later on i really liked the fudge b4 we heated it up so i took a spoonful and ate it around 3ish lol then i was all hyper n we were dancing to music videos trying to dance like them haha it was fun! we were up till like 4:30 and man was her room messy so i like woke up around 11:30 and cleaned her room she woke up at like 12:30 and we got dressed n everything and yeah that was my day it was really fun! hehe
p.s. i got a text today from my boyfriend saying 'Happy Anniversary!'. today is 1 week for us so yeah it completely made my day! he is so great im so lucky to have him!!

nobody ever comments!! please do this for me tho!!!!! ill love you forever!! lol

2004-06-27T08:59:42Z

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happy happy happy

2004-06-24T00:47:35Z

hey everyone im sooo happy i just got home from my boyfriends house! ah we had fun. when i got there first we watched Brother Bear he never saw it b4 so we saw it and then after that we like just talked n whatever and then we went with his mom to Petco- omg they have THE cutest dog!! its like a yorkshire terrier i think omg its sooo small and soo cute.. omg u guys guess what her name is.. MISSY! ahh everytime they called her i was like huh? lol soo funny.and i like carried it around Petco the whole time we were there and we looked at fish and reptiles and little animals and all that we decided that we are going to get married and get a snake i forgot what its called but i refuse to get a snake that will grow to be longer then me so we decided on this one that gets to be like 2-3 feet i think lol then we went back to his house and named all his like 15 fish lol he has like 3 or 4 of like the same fish it was hard naming them but we did it! it was fun then we just hung out a little then him and his cousin started playing Halo on x-box and soon after theat i had to get picked up and here i am!! oh man i had alot of fun he is so great! muahz blake <33 -- hope u like ur phone hehe ;-)

ps. lj isnt friends only anymore smooches

brokenbabytears @ 2004-06-15T21:43:00

2004-06-16T04:47:56Z

add me... comment... i add u back or if u want me to keep you comment <33<33

- im back -

2004-06-16T04:29:38Z

hey everyone im usin this lj again i just didnt want to use that one anymore <33 but its still friends only <33

new journal

2004-05-31T04:35:13Z

I HAVE A NEW LIVEJOURNAL..

this one got kinda messed up so i made another one add it and ill add u back. its gonna be friends only so yeah <33

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mucho love~

toilet paper!

2004-05-30T04:18:39Z

hey everyone today was a pretty good day fpr me.. first off i wasnt as tired as i usually am when i wake up then i took a shower and blow dried my hair- my hair came out like really good then i got dressed and all that and johanna took us to get food i got quiznos ( i love quiznos! ) and it was such a beautiful day today! then we went to seans and a movie i havent seen in forever which i really like ( 13 ghosts ) came on tv and we caught it right when it was starting then we watched mexican soccer and omg it was so funny how the soccer players act and how they play and everything so we watched the whole game lol and omg only in mexican soccer will you find toilet paper rolls being thrown as if it was confetti!! omg i was hilarious! and then we went to my moms and shes moving so we helped her move the stuff that was left and there wasnt much then we just chilled and hung out then we ordered pizza and then my mom brought us back to my grandmas and here i am!! i had a pretty good day!

comment!! <33 please!!

<33 Melissa

lmao i just got tackled my my cousins dog!! haha!!

brokenbabytears @ 2004-05-27T21:23:00

2004-05-28T04:42:45Z

today was weird its was up and down all day but in 6th it was all the way up lol jamie sandra and i finished our work in geometry and we have a sub and like everyone was rowdy and like we put sandras pen on the edge of the table and hit the end and it went like flying all over the place lol it was funny! and yeha then after a while melissa came n hung out with us she tried it it was funn right melissa! right lol and yeah im tired blah ttyl<33 COMMENT!!

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2004-05-26T23:17:35Z

hey everyone well i havent been on in 3 days because i have been at my stepdad(doritos) house our house had termites and we had to have it tented and so we had to sleep there anyways yeah Sandra and i got into a pen war lol it was so fun! i won too hehe!! go me!! anyways then i have a tutor now lol and hes gonna come over around like 6 ish tonight i met him yesterday and yeah! fun.. n then im not taking french 3 next year sowwie im taking sign language! yay lol thats what i wanted in the first place but i chose french and and its funny cause i dont even know spanish thats what i should be taking but oh well on to bigger and better things um.. there arent any lol but yeah no one ever comments anymore :( it makes me sad... i haven even been debatng to keep my lj or loose it cause theres sometimes not point its fun to mess around with n stuff but eh oh well anyways i am off i need to unpack all my shizzit love you!
mucho love~
melissa <33