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[07 Oct 2004|09:44pm] Hey everyone. Im starting over. i have a new lj ADD IT!! and ill add u back. _only_him_ thats (underscore)only(underscore)him(underscore) <33 Melissa a.k.a. Giggles you kissed me 10 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

[01 Oct 2004|03:22pm] [ mood | thankful ] hey everyone.. i was so sad at school today because of my grandpa.. thanks to all of u that comforted me i really appreciate it. But Carlos asked me out today =) and to all u idiots that are gonna and have asked me 'did u say yeah?' -stupid should hurt!- But i did say yes. =) Omg i love him so much. That really kinda lifted my spirits. but ima go now <33 <333Melissa and Carlos<333 10-1-04 you kissed me 60 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

[30 Sep 2004|08:35pm] i just found out my great grandpa died this morning. Him and i were really close. Hes been sick for a while so it wasnt exactly a suprise but theres just an emptiness there that hurts. I love you Grandpa J. RIP my knees got weak

RIP [30 Sep 2004|03:19pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | tears down my cheek ] hey.. i just found out that my great grandpa just died this morning. him and i were really close. Hes been sick for a while so it wasnt exactly a suprise but theres just an emptiness there that hurtsi miss him so much already. RIP GRANDPA J my knees got weak

[29 Sep 2004|09:35pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | blah.. cough cough ] hey everyone whats up nuthin much here just bored well i didnt make hip hop =( i really wanted to make it.. i was really sick that day so i think that had something to do with it oh well anyways i dont even know what to say.. Carlos has been such a sweetie this whole week since Monday hes given me a gift everyday(except today cause he didnt really have anything he ran out of ideas but he gave me 2 things monday so yeah..) and im getting something tomorrow.. friday and we are going to the movies on saturday =) he makes me so happy =) no we arent going out but i hope that changes but yeah ima go now ttyl <33 Melissa my knees got weak

[26 Sep 2004|09:15pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | none ] OMG today was so fun!! i went to magic mountain today with Jenn and Jamie and we had so much fun i went on a few rides i swore id never go on like goliath deja vu and superman omg they were so fun! we got pictures from scream and that one water ride i dunno the name. lol but yeah they are funny!!! i bought 2 rings, and sunglasses. we went to a sit down restaurant there called the moose something lodge and ate yummy food. TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! woot woot say happy birthday to me tomorrow!!!!! or die!! grr haha justkidding half of u wont even know but now u will since u read that lol omg im so hyper lol!! well yeha ima go now mucho love Jenn and Jamie thanks for comin with me!! i love u guys!! <33 Melissa you kissed me 30 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

[25 Sep 2004|11:32am] hey everyone i got internet!! yay my cell got stolen so i have no numbers except the ones i know. so i need ur guys' numbers kay kay love you mucho!! i gotta go my house number is 818 700 8734 call me <33 ~Melissa you kissed me 40 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

[14 Sep 2004|06:44pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | shhh im in the library!!!!! ] hey everyone whats crackin! nuthin much here wooo ima be busy this year... well first off im doing pretty good.. hangin in there. umm.. my summer was -ok- but yeah... umm my classes are p1. j70 sign language kobrin/golan, p2. g43 history hernandez, p3. algebra2 kim, p4. stage design mcdowell, p5. english gomez, p6. chemistry west. this year im in the humanitas program, hip hop team, im gonna do ROP, i also want to participate in the technical arts festival and blah blah blah ima be busy.. thats good.. but yeah ima go now.. call me... who ever... if u want not alot of people call me anymore 818 406 1274. luv ya mucho!! <33 Melissa my knees got weak

[22 Aug 2004|06:37pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | i miss u!!!!!!! ] hey everyone its me!! yaya everyone clap ummm im moving again but its going to be closer its gonna be on de soto and like parthenia, its really close to my school.. i hope you all miss me!! im at Jenns right now.. tonight we are going to the cobalt with becca ! yay umm i miss all of you soso much please comment so i know im loved!! well lets see whats been up with me well i went to venice beach for the first time last week, i made the hip hop team at school, at the moment im techically single but carlos and i are like in limbo again blah it sux umm... i passed my summer school classes i got an a in life skills and a b in science yay... umm im thinking of growing my hair out long but i might cut it just cause... uhh well thats about it my cell number is 818 406 1274 call me!! no one ever does. =( oh well... yeah anyway talk to you people later... muahz <33 Melissa you kissed me 10 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

MOVIN OUT! [22 Jul 2004|02:04pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | the sounds of packing.. ] hey everyone its me. im moving in with my mommytoday and gradually gonna come back to get the rest of it all.. my mom doesnt have internet right now but ill try to update as much as i can i love you all ill miss u guys.. ill still be going to chantsworth but u wont see me online very much at all. muahz <33 Melissa you kissed me 20 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

[21 Jul 2004|02:05pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Eminem- Stan ] i almost died today! i was in the car with johanna and she and i were looking at her phone i think and she wasnt going straight and came really close to hitting a parked car on my side of the car woo scary i cant talk to any body FUCK! =( my knees got weak

[20 Jul 2004|08:37pm] [ mood | pessimistic ] hey ya'll i havent updated in a while but yeah umm... my cell phone is friggin retarded! i hate it grr.. carlos and i are friends now thats good. my first period teacher is friggin retarded. oh i have decided to grow my hair out long. and the good thing about that is that if i dont like it long i can always cut it =) anyways yeah... im kinda bored right now.. oh yeah and besides my cell phone being retarded friggin AT&T is retarded too i called their costomer care thing cause of my cell phone and like i waited for 15 minutes for someone to talk to then my phone starts beeping at me.. that means its dieing GRRRR! plus i had to go eat dinner.. i never got to talk to someone thats what made me mad oh well ill call tomorrow and wait for like an hour lol ill let ya'll know how that one comes out. haha but yeah i just took some sleeping pills.. im out <33 my knees got weak

[14 Jul 2004|09:20pm] [ mood | sad ] Jenn is leaving me!!! =( oh no!! we need another cheese-it and oreo night SOOOOOOOOOON i love you Jenn you will always be my big sister for life!!! muahzz!! you kissed me 30 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

[13 Jul 2004|06:20pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | nawthing ] Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... delicious Your hugs are... gentle Your eyes... light up a day Your touch is... heart warming Your smell is... beautiful Your smile is... entrancing Your love is... everlasting Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! hey guys.. well its been a while since i updated.. wow i dont really have much to say.. summer school is good.. i might move in with my mommy in a few weeks.. yay everyone clap!! umm.. not much else to say im just like.. blah! but yeah i miss this one guy.. he very special to me.. you all should know who he is.. i miss him alot i havent seen him in a while <33 *if ur reading this.. i miss you so much!* and all my friends too like we need to hang out SOOOON!! well yeah ima go now take care.. <33 Melissa you kissed me 30 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

i heart you [07 Jul 2004|03:37pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | the keyboard!! ] hey everyone yeah well today was the first day of summer school it was pretty cool i have Mr. Bautista for science cause i never took the class im taking and i have Mr. Piña for life skills cause i never took that either it pretty laid back kinda i got homework already from Mr. B and bleh i have been trying to do it but.. Blake n i broke up and i have just been crying and my mind has been all over and i couldnt focus for a while but im almost done so its ok. i havent seen him in 2 weeks and we have hardly talked on the phone or at all and i like him sooo much that all that hurts. he says he understands and i appreciate that so much he is such a great guy im so lucky i could have him. hopefully that we were just not meant to be together right now but later on we can have a relationship because i really want things to work out between us. he is someone i could picture my self with for a while. Blake ur amazing dont change anything you kissed me 80 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

owwie [05 Jul 2004|04:08am] [ mood | exhausted and in so much pain ] [ music | Fat Joe- Lean back ] hey ya'll oh man i went to my nanas house in ventura on saturday and slept over there cause its not too far from lake casitas its in ojai (pronounced oh-hi) and i guess i slept wrong or something cause i woke up in sooo much pain all through the night i hurt so much i almost cried my back neck and shoulders were all knotted up and everything omg it was horrible. then when i woke up in the morning i had THE biggest head ache i have ever had in my life!! and not to mention my throat hurts sooo friggin much! i can like not even swallow anything with out it hurting errg my nana said that if it doesnt gett better soon i may have tonsillitus bleh!! and at the lake like i got a tan but i got a little burned on my face and my chest area lol but man oh man did i get a tan. you think i was tan before woo this is crazy! so yeah my face hurts and its like all warm and ish. yea well its like 4:30 and i cant sleep errg i had a pretty crazy dream too i kinda forgot what it was about tho oh well anyways later comment damn it! my knees got weak

i heart blake [01 Jul 2004|10:48pm] [ mood | sad ] hey y'all i went Melodies house yesterday and slept over til this morning omg it was so much fun i got there and it was Mel, Madison, Sandra and MOI! ha of course anyway we danced and sang to like Britney spears and nsync and all them peoples fun fun then starbucks then pizza then 'tha list' uh oh . then drama drama drama with... i dont wanna say his name i dont like him very much anyways he can just go and yeah we had sooooo much fun ah i loved it. but today wasnt the best tho especially tonight i was crying for like half an hour cause i wanted blake to come over and i asked him like 2 days ago and his mom said that he couldnt cause they are having people over and whatever the last time i saw him was fuckin like wednesday and omg i miss him so much. i dont know what has come over me but i have never cried this much because i couldnt see a person omg whats going on??!! anyways yeah ima go now b4 i start crying again mucho love <33 you kissed me 40 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

1 week <33 [28 Jun 2004|02:28pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] hey i just got back from Jamie--my twins-- house. we had a lot of fun.. ok first off yesterday my sister n i went to see The Day After Tomorrow it was really good.. then i went to jamies house n we went to her boyfriend Corys base ball game.. well the other team didnt show so it turned into a practice and we left earlier than we thought but at the field i wanted jamie to teach me how to do a back hand spring.. well i tried and fell on my head lol it kinda hurt then we went to his house and it was me jamie cory and his step brother alex. we all watched the italian job, played pisoi or busoi or w.e.. that one card game.. there ya go haha and we danced.. listened to music just hung out it was cool then at like 10 we got dropped off at jamies house and her n i watched you got served and torque.. i really really liked both movies. and we had chicken with broccoli for dinner then we had sundaes.. haha we had fun with the whipped cream and hot fudge hehe also like later on i really liked the fudge b4 we heated it up so i took a spoonful and ate it around 3ish lol then i was all hyper n we were dancing to music videos trying to dance like them haha it was fun! we were up till like 4:30 and man was her room messy so i like woke up around 11:30 and cleaned her room she woke up at like 12:30 and we got dressed n everything and yeah that was my day it was really fun! hehe p.s. i got a text today from my boyfriend saying 'Happy Anniversary!'. today is 1 week for us so yeah it completely made my day! he is so great im so lucky to have him!! you kissed me 20 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

nobody ever comments!! please do this for me tho!!!!! ill love you forever!! lol [27 Jun 2004|01:53am] [ mood | okay ] [ music | seriously like... silence.. xcept 4 keyboard *cricketz* ] enter a value in a comment, then copy & paste this to your own livejournal. 00 = i don't know you. 01 = i like you. 02 = i love you! 03 = you are funny. 04 = you are cool. 05 = i don't really care for your personality. 06 = i want to fuck you. 07 = you are sexy! 08 = you have a nice body. 09 = i want to get to know you. 10 = i hope you die. 11 = marry me, PLEASE?! 12 = wanna have sex later? <333 you kissed me 20 times-and every time ♥ my knees got weak

happy happy happy [23 Jun 2004|05:33pm] [ mood | giddy ] hey everyone im sooo happy i just got home from my boyfriends house! ah we had fun. when i got there first we watched Brother Bear he never saw it b4 so we saw it and then after that we like just talked n whatever and then we went with his mom to Petco- omg they have THE cutest dog!! its like a yorkshire terrier i think omg its sooo small and soo cute.. omg u guys guess what her name is.. MISSY! ahh everytime they called her i was like huh? lol soo funny.and i like carried it around Petco the whole time we were there and we looked at fish and reptiles and little animals and all that we decided that we are going to get married and get a snake i forgot what its called but i refuse to get a snake that will grow to be longer then me so we decided on this one that gets to be like 2-3 feet i think lol then we went back to his house and named all his like 15 fish lol he has like 3 or 4 of like the same fish it was hard naming them but we did it! it was fun then we just hung out a little then him and his cousin started playing Halo on x-box and soon after theat i had to get picked up and here i am!! oh man i had alot of fun he is so great! muahz blake <33 -- hope u like ur phone hehe ;-) ps. lj isnt friends only anymore smooches my knees got weak

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